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| 01.20.04 (3:58 am) [edit] |
Hey Kats and Kittens.
I thought I'd show you my face, since it hasn't been shown in a while.
I'm not very pretty, so please be kind.
Here goes:
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| 01.19.04 (11:14 pm) [edit] |
It's been quite a while since I've blogged here, so here I am to fill you in.
Things have been well. I'm falling in love, and he is too.
It's all so amazing.
For a while I had insecurities, but those were needless.
We are together, and plan to be for a long while.
We love eachother, and enjoy eachother immensely.
His friends and Family love me, and are always telling me how crazy he is about me, and one of his friends from high school told me today that she's never seen him this happy, EVER!
*sigh*
Anyways, that's what's up.
Still haven't moved.
but otherwise. things are swell.
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| murr |
| 12.23.03 (9:17 am) [edit] |
i'm leaving in an hour.
i'm so nervous my stomach aches all funny.
I've only seen the people I am riding with once.
Right now a my step grandma who i never see is on her way to come see me for a lil bit before i leave.
I wonder what made her want to see me? She's rich and sometimes snobby. Hopefully she will be nice and not look at me funny. I need to be happy when i leave.
OH GAWSH!!! SO NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!
i shouldn't be. i guess it's more nervous/excited.
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| sillyness |
| 12.19.03 (3:42 pm) [edit] |
me: golly
me: i'm a mess
he: HAHAHHAA golly.
me: you know you like when i say golly and bonkers
me: you have admitted it
he: i like to laugh at you, yes.
he: when you say those phrases.
me: i'm glad you think i'm comical
he: well golly, Ashley. it's just..
he: HAHAHA.
he: drives me bonkers.
me: yew er such a meanie
me: stop mockin me
he: oh hush woman.
he: you know you loves it.
me: :-)
me: yeah, i'm over here giggling'
me: argh
me: like a pirate
he: arr.
he: pirates go arr, wench.
me: yeah
me: i've heard one arggh though
me: in a movie
me: it was a documentary
me: with real pirates
he: whatever.
me: :-P
me: it was on IMAX
he: argh is the
he: "I've been stabbed"
he: sound
me: hehe
he: arr is "i'm a pirate"
me: alrighty. i stand corrected
me: i admit i have a problem
he: you stand wrong.
he: a problem?
me: yeah
he: which is?
he: being too goddamned adorable?
He makes me laugh
I love him
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| DEFENDER!!! I SAY |
| 12.19.03 (2:09 pm) [edit] |
Nothing new really.
actually have a plan for the weekend (semi). wow.
My boyfriend thinks Batman is crazy because he is rich and wears tights.
I still think he's pimp because he rocks the batmobile and has a sweet ass title ( BATMAN: Defender of Gotham).
yah. thats this fridays news.
werd
oh, and my ghetto name is lame.
it's ass machine teapot
and my boyfriends is sexxxmaster jones
i always get stuck with shit
:-O
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| My Personal Top 12 Records Released in 2003 |
| 12.16.03 (3:04 pm) [edit] |
I have compiled a list of the 12 best albums (in my opinion.) released in the year 2003.
They are in no certain order.
Here goes
+ the mars volta- De-loused in the Comatorium
+ songs: ohia- Magnolia Elect. Co
+ radiohead- Hail to the Thief
+ The postal service- Give Up
+ cursive- The Ugly Organ
+ the shins- Chutes Too Narrow (I only discovered these guys a few weeks ago, thanks to a friend , but they have quickly become a favorite)
+ Iron & wine- the Sea and the Rhythm ep
+ The Raveonettes- Chain gang of love
+ Elvis Costello- North (yes, I am aware this was rated one of the worst albums of the year, and the worst Costello album to date. but I think it's lovely so it gets a spot)
+ Outkast - Speakerboxx/the love below
+ Wrens - Meadowlands ( another album I have quickly grown to love)
+ The White Stripes- Elephant
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| oooooooooo |
| 12.15.03 (7:49 am) [edit] |
It's been a bit since I've updated.....I've been kinda busy, and kinda lazy.
Got all the Christmas shopping I could afford to do done, that's a nice feeling. Although I wish I could get more for Sean.
I've also been doing a lot of organizing and going through stuff from my old apartment to seperate stuff into rooms they go in. When i moved last (in may) it was a huge hurry so I just threw everything together and it's a mess!
Not much else is new.....
I got a ride to L for Christmas to see Sean :)
So that's all taken care of. I'm riding with a couple of his that live in the town that I do.
I'll be there for a little over 2 WEEKS!!!
I'm excited. I know this will bring us closer :) [image]brassnpocket_78334 7320.gif[/image]
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| fuckers |
| 12.12.03 (3:30 am) [edit] |
stomach
hurts.
I was attacked last night.
and the bastard hit my stomach
and slapped me.
I might elaborate later, not in the mood to now.
:edit:
Ok, so here's what happened.
I was hanging out listening to music.. doing whatever.
I hear a knock at the door, and open it.
It's my old friend Adam, who I really don't talk to anymore because he's always depressed and wasted... but I open the door because although I really don't like him much anymore, I'm nice and if he needs someone I'll be there.
So, I go outside and we start talking....he's depressed, life sucks...he got a new tattoo.. blah blah blah.
Then he gets the bright idea to hang all over me and
attempt to grab my breast . NOT COOL.
I tell him I'm with Sean , and that I'm not interested in him anyways and will never be, and I ask him to leave.
He wouldn't leave so I threatened to call the police and have them escort him of the property.
That's when he punched me in the stomach and then when I asked him what the fuck he thought he was doing he slapped me.
I was scared shitless (adam is HUGE, about 300 and pretty tall), so I ran into the house and locked the door the best I could (all we have that works properly is a chain lock) and sat there for what seemed like forever until he left.
I feel stupid.
I have been promising myself I won't answer the door if it's him, because I know how he always is. Drunk and mentally
unstable. But when he knocks I end up answering anyways because I'm nice and don't want him to do anything stupid,or hurt himself, regardless of how much I have grown to dislike him.
But NO More.
Fuck him.
HE can Eat Shit and Die
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| 12.07.03 (12:49 am) [edit] |
Sean got his new 1911 (it's a gun for those who don't know) today.. and had an accident and sliced his hand to the muscle. :(
poor babe. I hope he heals fast.
other than that. today has been alright.
and it never hurts when a conversation ends with
him saying he loves you
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| THE SHINS |
| 12.06.03 (12:42 am) [edit] |
i love the shins
this song is stuck in my head
i FUCKING LOVE THEM!!!
mine is not a high horse
After that confrontation
you left me wringing my cold hands
we shared some information
we might not recover from
will I watch your convictions
melt like ice cubes in an ocean
you were so poorly cast in this malcontent
You've got them all on your side
that just makes more for doubt to slaughter
"I never know her thought that!"
I heard you say falling out of the van
"Don't ask for his opinion
they ought to drown him in holy water"
Will you remember my reply
when your high horse dies?
We'd like to go the distance
but not a one of us is going to you
see no one is wise enough to turn the ancient boat around
these are the muddy waters I am swimming in
to make a living were I to drown in them
it should come as no surprise
You've got them all on your side
that just makes more for doubt to slaughter
"I never know her thought that!"
I heard you say falling out of the van
"Don't ask for his opinion
they ought to drown him in holy water"
Will you remember my reply
when your high horse dies?
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| QUIZ |
| 12.05.03 (10:30 pm) [edit] |
A - Act your age - sure
B - Breast size - big enough
C - Chore you hate - scrubbing toilets. but i dont have chores
D - Dad's name - Randy
E - Essential make up item - chap stick
F - Favorite actress - none
G - Gold or silver - Silver
H - Hometown - Tulsa
I - Instruments you play - Drums (fairly well), mandolin (pretty damn well), some guitar
J - Job title - meep
K - Kids -none
L - Living arrangements - house.
M - Mum's name - moni
N - no or yes- depends
O - Overnight hospital stays - three
P - Phobia -- large massive crowds
Q - Quote you like - "Eternity is in love with the productions of time." (William Blake)
R - Religious affiliation - None
S - Siblings - two
T - Time you wake up? - it all depends, usually 8-10 am
U - Unique habit - Can't think of any. Better ask someone who hangs around with me a lot.
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat - canned spinach
W - Worst habit - not sure
X - X-rays you've had - teeth, chest, entire CAT scans
Y - Yummy food you make - pumpkin nut bread, bourbon chicken
Z - Zodiac Sign - cancer
:x: name = Ash
:x: height = 5'4, almost 5'5
:x: shoe size = 9
:x: hair color = dark brown with reddish tone
:x: length = medium long
:x: siblings = two. wasnt this already asked?
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = office space
:x: movie you bought = tae bo DVD
:x: song you listened to = whatever postal service song is playing right now
:x: song that was stuck in your head = def leppard song
:x: cd you bought = The Shins, Chutes Too Narrow
:x: cd you listened to = A postal service mix Cd
:x: person you've called = Sean
:x: tv show you've watched = some trashy sitcom that wasn't very funny
:x: person you were thinking of = lots of people!
DO...
:x: you believe in online dating = I'not online dating, but i have had luck meeting someone online
:x: others find you attractive = Some seem to, others don't.
:x: you want more piercings = yes, a few more ear
:x: you drink = yes
:x: you do drugs = no
:x: you smoke = no
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = it depends on the situation
:x: using someone = against
:x: killing people = against. inless it's self defense and justified
:x: teenage smoking = Against, not that that's going to stop anybody.
:x: premarital sex = it works for me
:x: driving drunk = Against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = i'm not against it
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a guy/girl = yes
:x: ever lied to someone = yeah
:x: ever been arrested = No
NUMBER...
:x: of times you have been in love? = once, but i have loved many people
:x: of times you have had your heart broken? = a couple
:x: of hearts you have broken? = none, that i know of
:x: of drugs taken illegally? = a couple
:x: of people you would classify as true friends, that you could trust with your life = two
:x: of people you consider your enemies? = none, although there are people i strongly dislike
:x: of things in your past that you regret? = none
FAVORITE...
:x: scents= vanilla, baking pies or breads, him
:x: word = eee
:x: eye color = green and brown
:x: flower = dont have one
:x: piercing = ear
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = sometimes
:x: funny = sometimes
:x: hot = Occasionally
:x: friendly = most times
:x: amusing = Sometimes
:x: loveable = sometimes
:x: pessimistic = Used to be
:x: optimistic = Yes, though it's often hard
:x: caring = yes
:x: sweet = Sometimes
:x: dorky = yeah
:x: Spell your first name back wards: hsa
:x: The story behind your user name: pretenders song
:x: 4 words that sum you up: fun, caring, sweet, creative
DESCRIBE YOUR -
:x: Wallet = no wallet
:x: Hairbrush = nothing pretty
:x: Toothbrush = purple and curvy
:x: Jewelry worn daily = none
:x: Pillow cover = white cotton pillow case
:x: Blanket = quilt
:x: Coffee cup = coca cola mug, but i dont drink coffee out of it
:x: Sunglasses = green and pink shaded
:x: Shoes = big black combat looking boots, orange and white pumas, pink and black etnies skating shoes
:x: Handbag = black leather shoulder bag
:x: Favorite shirt = tie between my radiohead tee shirt and my back and white tee
:x: CD in stereo right now = postal service mix, althuogh it isn't playing anymore
:x: What you are wearing now = short black pleated skirt, black sweater
:x: Hair = down with top pulled back a little and a studded barette
:x: Make-up = eyeliner, pink and teal eyeshadow ( in small amounts) and pinkish lipstick
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -
:x: In my mouth = Tongue, teeth, saliva
:x: In my head = Brain
:x: Wishing = that I had my own place, so i could invite some people over
:x: After this = no idea
:x: Talking to = no one
:x: Person you wish you were with = Sean
:x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = moving hopefully in Jan
:x: Something that you are deathly afraid of? = Severe pain
:x: Do you like the taste of blood = not really. but it doesnt bother me
:x: Do you believe in love = Yes
:x: Do you believe in soul mates = in a way
:x: Do you believe in love at first sight = not love at first sight, but connection
:x: Do you believe in God = not exactly
:x: What do you want done with your body when you die = anything but cremation
:x: Who is your worst enemy? = Nobody
:x: If you could have any animal for a pet = All of them :-)
:x: Ever been to Belgium? = never
:x: What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to? = Lawrence , KS, Lawton, New Orleans, and none else
:x: What's something you wish you could understand better? = so many
:x: Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? = Yes
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| 12.05.03 (9:54 pm) [edit] |
i want a tattoo of this on my ----
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| i would jump in the coldest water for you |
| 12.05.03 (9:44 pm) [edit] |
MOOD: HAPPY
MUSIC: The Postal Service
I look really hot tonight.
(and i'm not one to say that, really).
I got all dolled up for no one
and it feels really good.
i talked to sean.
things are better, not that they were bad.
i just get paranoid.
shizzam
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| 12.02.03 (9:19 pm) [edit] |
i just heard the bright eyes on indie rock radio
they played haligh, haligh, a lie.
Sweetness
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| randomness....again |
| 12.02.03 (7:53 pm) [edit] |
I'm addicted to netscape radios 90's Indie, Indie Rock, New Indie and Indie MiX Stations. Right now I'm listening to The Clash -Lost in the supermarket, from London Calling...one of the greatest albums of all time!
Earlier they played The Wrens, The Decemberists, The Postal Service, The Shins, BRMC, and so many other great bands. Sean told me they play bright eyes and the good life and desaparecidos but I haven't heard any of those yet. Now it's switched to the YEah YEah Yeah's- Y Control.. Fever to tell. HEr voice sounds A LOT like Chrissy Hyndes from the Pretenders did back in the day, early like 78.
I just changed stations and it's the slow poisoners- strange things happening. Very very mellow. sort of brit meloncholy sounding, although I doubt the guy is british...although I could be wrong.
I need to do laundry so badly, I'm wearing the same shirt (seans radiohead shirt he gave me) I've been wearing for the last few days, since friday night..and i wore it twice at Seans before then. but I don't want to wash it because it smells good like vanilla. I should wash it though. I need to wash everything, all of my clothes are dirty from the trip. all that is clean is my little pleated short black skirt and there is no way I'm wearing that ..too damn cold.
I'm so stressed. I need to chill.
I'm really worried about money because I need to save for some moving expenses, and christmas gifts, and i also need to go to the dr which will cost me 80 bucks. Sean doesn't want me to get him anything for christmas, he wants me to save my money... but he told me he is getting me more than a few things so I want to get him a few things... but i really cant afford to. and besides, he says he almost feels like I'm trying to buy his love, which isn't true... i guess he was referring to me buying him the shins cd for the hell of it. but i do stuff like that for people. it's not really a good thing because i should save the money, but i don't think it's a bad thing either. I don't know. Maybe I will make something for him. just not sure what I can make.
I know what I need to make.....christmas cards!!!
That would be fun, and I don't have too many people to send them to so it shouldn't be too hard. :)
I'm so domestic sometime. hrmm. maybe I'll just bring money to buy food and make him an excellent fancy dinner for christmas, with candles and stuff. The only problem there is that I have no way to go buy the stuff inless he takes me...inless somehow i get his friend Eric to take me while Sean is at work...and then set it up some!!!! that would be so excellent! I like doing fun stuff like that!
I probably shouldn't even think about it yet eh? Christmas is still 23 days away...i think. I have a while to figure it out.
OH@!!! the new amsterdams are on- they are fun.
i just changed it to beck.
HE is my celebrity crush, if i have one at all.
oh, did i mention sean and i's one month will be on christmas eve? i think thats kind of cool.
man, I'm rambling. sorry about that.
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| SURVEY |
| 11.30.03 (10:19 pm) [edit] |
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
[x] losing people i love
[x] chickens
[x] bad dye jobs
THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
[x] Sean
[x] Nicole
[x] Amber
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
[x] music
[x] Sean
[x] Seans Family
THREE THINGS I HATE:
[x] Bad Drivers
[x] people go forget about right on red
[x] bad lairs
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
[x] trig
[x] racism
[x] why you can wear levis for a month without washing them and they still dont stink
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
[x] sunglasses
[x]phone
[x] lamp
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
[x] typing
[x] listening to thursdays jet black new year
[x] missing Sean
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
[x] get married
[x] learn to shoot a black powder revolver
[x] get my degree in ps
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
[x] play mandolin
[x] bake and cook
[x] make Sean laugh
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
[x] make myself throw up
[x] ballroom dance
[x] climb walls
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
[x] chai
[x] A&W
[x] vodka and cranberry
------------RIGHT NOW------------
* Wearing: Seans radiohead tee shirt and jeans
* I'm feeling: content
* Eating: Nothing
* Drinking: nothing
* Thinking about: Sean and Cleaning my room
* Listening to:Thursday- Jet Black New Year
* Talking to: miles online
------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------
* Cried: no
* Worn a skirt: no
* Met someone new: yes
* Cleaned your room: no
* Done laundry: no
* Driven a car: nope
------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------
* Yourself: yes
* Your friends: yes
* Santa Claus: no
* Tooth Fairy: nope
* Angels: no
* Ghosts: no
* UFO's: no
------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------
* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
* Like anyone?: I love Sean
* Who have you known the longest of your friends: Ashley
* When you cried the most: Don't remember
* What is the best feeling in the world: making Sean Laugh
* Worst Feeling: seeing a friend upset
* Who sent this to you: off someone's blog
*this or that*
[boxers or briefs?] boxers
[plaid or striped?] plaid
[scream or scream2 or scream3?] eat my shit
[ska or punk?] punk
[salt or pepper?]pepper
[okay, ok, or o.k.?] okay
[bright colors or dark colors?] depends
[tic-tacs or certs?] tic tacs
[sunshine or rain?] rain
[rain or snow?] rain
[sun or moon?] Moon
[silver or gold?] Silver
[silk, cotton, or flannel sheets?] cotton
[preps or freaks?] EAT MY SHIT!
[popcorn-with or w/out butter?] with
[ketchup, mayo, mustard, or relish?] relish
[shampoo+conditioner in one or separate?] seperate
*if you were _______, what would you be?*
[an animal] bat
[a fruit]kiwi
[a color] red
[a bug] moth
*short answer*
[are you smart?] yes
[do you like onions?]yellow
[what instruments can you play?] mandolin, some guitar, some drums
[what words do you overuse?] EAT MY SHIT!
[do you like to fingerpaint?] yes
[do you sleep with socks on?]not often
[are you ticklish?] yeah
[are you shy?] yes
[do you talk to yourself?] sometimes, but not full conversations
[is your house 1, 2, or 3 stories] 1
[do you have a basement or an attic?] attic
[did you go to preschool?] yes
[are you a morning person?] Depends on if I have a reason to get up or not
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| mmm. tim hutton |
| 11.29.03 (11:12 pm) [edit] |
Today has been pretty rocking so far.
Woke up late, played video games, got a call from Sean <3, and then got dressed and ready to go shopping!>I walked to Just Like Grandmas and was waiting outside because Jim was gone and there was a sign that said he'd be right back.. then he walked up and was really cool and let me in the side door and asked me to watch the place and the phones while he went to go visit a friend.It was really rad that he trusted me enough to have me run the store while he was gone. The Really cool part is that he gave me a really cool OLD newsboy hat and an old diner napkin holder for watching the store :), and I only watched it for about 15-20 minutes, most of which I was going through some new flapper dresses he got in.
Then, after that I walked towards the Target and on the way there I stopped in the dollar store, and I'm really glad I did! I picked up a TIM HUTTON CD!!!!!!!( for those who haven't heard him he is often compared to elvis costello, elliott smith, and he uses a drum machine for rad effects) :-) for a BUCK!!!
Absolutely wonderful! I also got a pair of sunglasses and some bracelets for my sis. Then it was on to Target and other stores where I purchased some plastic boxes for packing,another present for Sean for X-Mas and an awesome spray to make my new place smell great when I move :).
This has been a great day, even though I miss Sean an insane amount.
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| retyurn |
| 11.28.03 (9:04 pm) [edit] |
it's been quite a while since I've updated, because I've been in Lawton with Sean.
the trip was excellent...the ride there was not fun, but more fun than the ride there last time I went to visit him (october 15th). I actualy sat next to people that would speak to me and that helped a lot.
anyways.. yeah. our time together was FUCKING GREAT.
I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!! and a pretty kick ass one might I add :) He asked me to be his and his alone and vice versa and I totally agreed. I was so happy...still am.
We live far ..but I'm moving closer (45 minutes away, 30 if you speed) in Jan...and I will be coming and seeing him before then, so it's not THAT big of a problem.
YAY!!! :) I'm happy for us. We FIT. if that makes sense.
Everything feels so right. and so perfect. and like we've been together much longer.
He is so sweet. We are falling head over heels for eachother. the other night he came in the kitchen and leaned on me and held me tight and told me he's going to fall in love with me. this from mr cynical :-P.
This morning he was so sweet.... we woke up and I wa barely awake and he says "look at me beautiful" and i was all feekling icky and ugly because it was early and i didnt want to get up because i was so tired so I was like "no...ighh..mmmm..sleep" :-P. And he said it didnt matter ad I was beautiful always and no matter what and then he told me he loved me. ...oh.. haha.. and then he farted. almost ruined the moment but it was funny.
I didnt hear him fart but he said he did.
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We did so many fun thinkgs together while i was there that i cant list them all. I was going to do a day by day account of what happened but with him all of the days seem to run together. One thing I do remember that wasn't too happy though, was going to his friends fathers funeral in Edmond. He had a blood sufar problem and got delerious and hit a median and died. He wasn't even 60. His son is only in his 20's, and was about to get married. so effing sad.. I didn't know the guy but when they showed a slideshow they had complied of photographs of him and the family I wanted to cry...It made me wish I would have known him.
There were a lot of firsts for Sean and I this weekend.
First holiday together, first funeral together (not that you look forward to one), first time cooking togther, first I LOVE YOU, etc.
Hmmm. what all did we do.
We went to his friend steve and angies house... really rad house with rad art that steve has done...and sean got his ear candled. That was weird
Went out to dinner with his dad a few times, played some scrabble , watched some ren and stimpy and futurama, played prince of persia, drank, slept, had sex, baked, cooked funky meatloaf together...all kinds of fun things.
I did a lot of cleaning his casa and reading while he was at work and school..it was nice. :)
I wish I were there now. I miss him soo much....and it's also nice to be able to leave the room if I want. Here I stay in my "cell" all day because my mom is a psycho.
at Seans place all I have to deal with is his psycho angry cat. I have no idea why she hates me so much.
she doesn't just run or hiss, she goes into attack mode....I really don't get it. Hopefully she'll get over it. I'm sticking around for a while.
I am rambling, so I suppose I'll go. :arrow:
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| 11.19.03 (9:59 am) [edit] |
I didn\'t finish the last entry because the phone rang.. I\'ll get around to that eventually.
I\'ve been a bit busy getting ready to go back to Lawton to see Sean... I\'m leaving at 7 am tomorrow on the greyhound. fun fun.
Soo much to do today...packing, christmas shopping, house cleaning,girly stuff like eyebrown plucking...etc etc etc.
I\'m super excited... and he\'s excited too!
I\'m sure I\'ll have lots of fun, although I\'ll be there alone quite a bit cause he\'ll be at work and school.
guess what! we have to cook thanksgiving dinner for his family
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| Fashion and Music |
| 11.14.03 (1:45 pm) [edit] |
Okay, so
you guys that read this may, or may not know I'm very into clothes and music. I am a broke ass kid, though...so most of the stuff I own comes second hand, that however, does not mean I can't look hip.
OR Listen to the best music. I trade mix tapes and cds a lot, and I also write record labels to see if they'll send me demos for revue.
anyways, where was I?
Oh, yes.
This entry will be my list of "HIP SHIT", or "IT LIST" for winter. I'm making this list mainly for my own good, but if you guys are interested.. have at it.
CLOTHES:
1.Elton John Style Sunglasses (also known as granny glasses).
2.plaid Blazers, for men and women. Go to a thrift store and pick one that fits you just right.. you should be able to pinch an inch in the back. Remember the "pinch an inch" rule when buying all tailored jackets.
3.FEDORAS!! Those grandpa looking Cary Grant hats. <3 those hats, while they don't look good on everyone (no hat does) they look good on most people and can be found in about every color. I suggest a camel or grey one, those will get the most wear.>4.Pencil Skirts!
A Grey or Black wool pencil skirt, hitting an inch below the knee is GREAT for winter. It's sophisticated, but not formal. Wool is a lot like denim in the fact that it can be worn with almost anything. In fact, a grey wool shirt with a dark rinse denim jacket and a light colored chemise would be FUCKING HOTT.
5. Black pumps. A girl needs pumps. maximum of 2 1/2 inches on the pumps. Not heels, not flats. Pumps look good with longer shirts/dresses, and the right pair of jeans. Also, red pumps would be a good choice if you find some cheap. Red pumps plus dark denim jeans with a black sweater = smokin. Retro Glam, bordering trashy.. just don't use a can of aquanet and smoke luckys and you'll look great.
6. For the Boys- Green, Blue and Yellow Pearl Snap Shirts.Get the size that fits, boys. Too big and you'll look like you're wearin grandpas old clothes, too small and you'll look.. STUPID. If it fits, it's hot. I know this is a fact. Sean even wears them...as a mtter of fact, I'm going shopping for more tomorrow. :)
7.Garter belt. LAdies, invest in a garter belt. If you can't find one used, spend the 5-12 bucks for a new one. Then, get some stockings.
Nothing ruins a hot skirt like wearing it with control top pantyhose..especially when someone besides yourself is taking it off. and besides, you know it's sweet to be able to lift up the skirt above the stocking but below the garter to show a little thigh.It's got to be hot..have you seen all the old pin ups?
i will finsih theossjkl
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| Whether you save me, whether you savage me ,I want my last look, to be the moon in your eyes |
| 11.14.03 (4:18 am) [edit] |
MUSIC: Captain Badass - Songs: Ohia
MOOD: Content
Yesterday was pretty excellent.
Once again, nothing too extraordinary..but still a great day.
Woke up at 8 am, hung out around the house and did tae bo, got online and said hi to Sean at work, Said hi to Nicole at work.
Went to the Animal Aid Thrift store and bought a Pink and Purple Pearl snap Shirt, a black slip, and a cookbook. All for 3.25.
The day before yesterday I went the same place and got some MOD White dangly earrings, A book Called "storyville" about the lives of prostitutes in the Red District in New Orleans ..early 1900s, and a shot glass that said "Shepard of the hills inspiration tower". I thought thaT a bit Ironic. :)
Anyways, back to yesterday.
YEsterday was good because:
I scored ( a little) at the thrift store
Nicole and I made plans to go thrifting Saturday.
Sean thanked me for putting up with him :-P
and, he told me what he might get me for Christmas!!
That, in itself isn't a big deal. but what he wants to purchase for me is.
HE said he is wanting to take me somehwere after new years and buy me " a nice rifle so I can teach you to shoot and we can go shoot together".
A rifle! My own gun! that isn't a bb gun,or put away in a safe.
Jeez, and a nuce rifle would cost quite a bit of money too...more than I can afford to spend on him .
Man, I'm so broke.
and I need to get presents for:
Sean
Sean's Dad
Sean's dad's girlfriend Becky
Larry and Nicole (wine maybe?)
and who ever else I'll be around for Christmas.
I don't want to go spend christmas with he and his family and friends and not come bearing gifts..I don't expect any from them, of course...but I'd feel wrong if I didn't bring at least a little one for everyone.
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| 11.12.03 (3:12 am) [edit] |
Music: Songs: Ohia (check him out)
Mood: Content
It's funny how simple words and an honest voice can turn the night around.
I had been feeling sickly today, lethargic and
ready to crawl in a hole and wait for my demise.
I got online for a sec to check my e-mail before taking a hot shower, and Sean was online. We got off and talked on the phone for quite a while .
Sean isn't really a guy to tell someone he really misses them, or get all sentimental or mushy much,and inless you are there with him, he doesn't show too much affection. I'm the same way,pretty much.
Phones are impersonal, not as impersonal as ther net, but still... impersonal.
anyways, we aren't the kind to get all mushy
over the phone, but tonight he was telling me how he missed me, how he missed coming up behind me in the mornings and throwing his arm around me while I was putting on my make-up, or trying to come up and startle me even though I can see his goofy face in the
mirror behind me. He told me how he misses just having me around,everything about it.
It was really nice to hear those things :)
I know this blog has become somewhat mushy, and I'm sorry for that.
If you'd like to read my stuff that is not so mushy, and shows the more mature, intelligent side of me, click on the link to my livejournal on the sidebar. :)
we get no second chance in this life(x2)
so a hot pulse is alright
so a quick pulse is alright
so a hot kiss is alright
so a long kiss is alright
so a long night is alright
and all night is alright
- songs:ohia-
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| watch yoself |
| 11.10.03 (9:54 pm) [edit] |
Music : the Faint
Dear Body,
Thank you for being able to run four miles.
but fuck you for hurting so badly afterwards.
love,
Ashley
Oh, new pictures.
 Should I get these pants? or No? I'm undecided. opinions please :)
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